Thursday, February 28, 2008
back from mjc.
lectures lectures lectures. omg. dey jus talk as if u noe everything. n dey even expect u to noe wad dose hu came to PAE noe. wth! i PAE at Singpost, expect me noe wad? throw bags i noe ah. n dey lik dun give a sh!t if u understand or not. "find it out urself". might as well say "read de whole book urself. next year come do 'a' lvls". well, guess wad? i'm de ONLY GUY in my class!!! wtf! dis is totally unacceptable!!! how can i cope with such a disaster?? i would rather go to an all-boys school man! to my bros, pls call me when dere's a gathering or sth. i need a retreat from dis sh!t. actually, i dun jus feel outta place in my class. i feel out of place in de whole school too. everyone looks smart. i guess i'm de last in school. honestly, i feel tt i'm at de wrong place. a huge part of me tells me tt i'm supposed to b at home slping after a tiring nite at singpost. haha. de whole day i was telling myself..."i'm at de wrong place. i'm at de wrong place". i wanna b at home. work all night, sleep all day. mayb i shud b. awaiting to go to poly...
ytd...
i went for de cca trials. trialed for recreational football n earned myself a 2nd trial after attaining a clean sheet against de jc2 team. de trial team won 2-0. i den went to de shooting trial while waiting for de coach to prepare my 2nd trial 'at de post'. but while in queue, i was dragged to hse performance practice. n by de time i went back to de pitch, coach was gone. wtf! i went for 1 desperate attempt at shooting wif de help of mbk's pleas to de teacher as dey were closing de range. i did well in de shoot. i guess.
my cca choices are as follows:
shooting
biz club
soccer
taekwondo
intellectual games club
u don't wanna b in my shoe...
cos i have no clue.....
6:56 pm
Sunday, February 24, 2008
jus came back from house-moving. my 2nd still-haven't-quit-yet job. hell of a move. i still don't understand how such a small house could produce so many items. total trips-1 big lorry n 2 small lorries. omg. tt was havoc. but wad i like was de trip from toa payoh to yishun on de lorry. i could feel de wind in my long hair. haha.
ok. now for updates.
on fri...
i got my last singpost paycheque from ridzuan. pension money. i den went to de npcc gold unit celebration. eat eat eat. buffet wad. wad u expect. it's nice to see de npcc family united again. did some catching up wif zulhelmy n iskandar. my npcc run-n-hide successors.
ytd...
played street soccer wif de current dmn sec4s. dey organised it. which was de reason y we played under de hot sun at afternoon. hu de hell play soccer at noon sia...jus proves tt dey still have a lot to learn. it was de debut of my newly bought lotto street soccer shoes. de shoes are also my first item bought through nets transaction. it didn't disappoint. i scored 4 goals in total in matches i played as striker. woohooo!
7:23 pm
Saturday, February 23, 2008
On thur...
i went to sch. n again. talk talk talk talk talk. den dere was a mass dance. dmn peeps all went to de back. n i guess we're one hell of a grp afterall. i also met a few more pri sch frens. yessah. i ain't gonna b alone.
after sch, mbk n i joined firdaus in, wad else, fishing. i caught 4 crabs. but too tiny to b eaten. 1st-timer mbk got 2 small crabs n a fish, which was given to a cute lil cat. we also caught a rare sight of a water lizard. again, i shud say...a picture tells a thousand words.
5 mins later...
basted! can't upload de pics. sth wrong wif blogger. idiot! but nvm. i promise to upload dem when blogger's back to normal.
Anyway.
i chased after de water lizard n caught a few shots of it. hansem sia. some beachgoers also brought a long a few dogs. omg. n dey're huge. some of de owners understood our facial expressions n walked on de other side of de bridge. while others...dunnoe wad de hell de dun understand from de luks of our face. an Englishman could even let his daughter hold de leash. n de dog is so powerful tt he could easily drag her to Hong Kong. n dis huge thing with vampiric fangs walked right in front of mbk n i. i was so fearful tt my right hand (wif my phone) was at a dustbin while my left hand grasped mbk's arm. haha. all 3 of us were as afraid as a jerk. haha. my plan (in case of an attack) was to throw my hp into de dustbin n jump down into de river below. hahaha!
8:48 am
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
liverpool won inter 2-0!!!OMG! wad a victory. liverpool is really unpredictable nowadays. thx to an unpredictable manager. n for de 1st time, i'm happy tt we have dirk kuyt! haha.
went to mjc dis morning. got to get back into de habit of sleeping early n waking up early too. eh wait...since when did i have such a habit? haha. took bus no 17 n stopped at esso bus stop behind dmn. i den waited for no 3 as i was unsure if de other suspects would land me where i want to b. looked for mbk as soon as i got in as we had agreed to meet n he was in a no3. but i saw zerlina instead. as soon as i got down, mbk was de only 1 not wearing sch uni. gd thing de karang guni din wanna buy mine. hehe.
talk talk talk talk talk.
a few pals hu r also dere:
mbk
alif
edwin
neni
raidah
munirah
gary liang
kenji
shawn
meiyi
phyllis
ian
zhang xiang
hakim
pri sch pals:
sabri
syafiq
hajar
ok. dey're all super smart. even dose i dun noe luk smart. oh my goodness...wad am i to do? gd thing i only have 9 units to cover. unlike some hu have 10. tt means less stress for me. gd. wish u guys feel comfortable with wadever u've got urself into.
u nvr noe till u try...
6:38 pm
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
yeah i noe...liverpool lost to barnsley AT ANFIELD!!! bullshit man. dere's 1 n 1 thing only to b blamed. rafa's rotation policy. no gerrard, no reina, no torres. tt's a total disrespect for de opponents. disrespect tt was paid by humiliation. i hope this manager is fired n mourinho takes over. woohooo!
went to husnul's hse ytd to play ps2. tough fight ah. we r as lousy as each other. haha.
my jersey is fake afterall. made in Thailand. 'the original imitators' as dey are called. but hu cares. dey luk so darn real.
okok my posting result. i'm posted to mjc arts. wad abt u? i noe...art sounds funny. but i can bluff my way thru. as i had done yr after yr. if i go sci, i need to noe de facts. u cant possibly bluff scientific facts can u? but overall, de experience of entering a jc is scary to me. can i cheat lady luck 1 more time? as i had done in my psle n o lvls? is dere enuf strength in me to fight for 2 more yrs? i'll take de risks...
if you cheat and you're caught, you're a cheater...
but if you cheat and you get away with it, you're a Bluffmaster.....
3:49 pm
Sunday, February 17, 2008
din noe tt a few other ppl wrote poems on v day too. kenji n fathin. hazzyq wrote it on paper n gave it to his special one. lets wish him all de luck shall we. to those who wrote, i love ur poems. u go guys!
went to see Jumper on fri with de gang. i guess it de best movie i've seen on cinema. really. a great movie. how i wish i could have such powers. hehe. go catch it!
jus came home from geylang serai market. i bought a liverpool black away kit for $25 only! omg! i noe it's fake but luks totally original. i also ordered a long sleeved home kit n will b collecting it on de 29th.
i have already retired from general work at singpost. it was a great experience working dere. no need to use brain. jus de hands. haha. but i'm not retired from work totally. so if u guys have any lobang, do tell me.
i noe de tagboards sorta spoilt. but forcing ppl to refresh again n again is a gd tactic to bring up my counter. haha. dun worry i'll do sth abt it soon. but if u guys view my blog, do tell me somehow. be it msn or friendster or sms or telegram.
it's not fake...it's a replica of the original.....
1:18 pm
Thursday, February 14, 2008
i din have a chance to meet her n give a gift.
but i did give a call b4 i went into de lift.
she was celebrating chinese new year.
therefore, i did not wish her.
for it would turn de new year.
into a disaster.
but i will give a call tonight.
b4 i switch off de light.
else deep down inside.
i would have cried.
wish raindrops would fall to cover my tears.
remembering all those heavenly years.
cos, i gave her everything...loved her endlessly.
but when it comes to me, she din even notice me.
din noe it would b as painful as this.
to have seen someone give her a kiss.
i tried but can't let her go.
for a reason i din noe.
i want her to bear my baby.
but she won't even b my steady.
wad more abt being my wife.
is this de price i pay for handing her my life.
she was de reason i stayed in npcc.
all de way till i went to 4C.
nvr today.
nvr anyway.
now all i want to do is say.
happy valentine's day.
5:14 pm
Monday, February 11, 2008
On fri...
firdaus n i went fishing!
we met at Ghufran Mosque. dere, i met current dmn sec4 guys. nas n de gang. i also met hakim. firdaus n i went to tm ntuc to buy provision n bait. we dropped by fathin's shop to say hi. his family was dere too. tt includes his oh-so-cute brother!
we took bus 29 n walked abt 5mins b4 reaching de fishing haven. since dey say a picture tells a thousand words, i present u some pics.
Changi Beach Club
some rocks which form an island
my 1st catch-a jellyfish (shown dissected)...
(it wasn't my idea)
my 2nd catch was a horned fish. unfortunately, i forgot to take its pic. instead, i took a pic of a garupa caught by an uncle hu was sharing our 'hut'.
my 3rd catch-2 crabs!
(n firdaus still din catch anything. hahaha!)
finally...firdaus' 1st catch-a jellyfish!
my 4th catch-a mermaid! with legs! hahaha!
after a long day of fishing, we decided to release back our catch n head home...
1:44 pm
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
4c chalet was great though during some parts, we had nth to do. overall, it was worth de money. i tried my best to get permission from my dad for me to sleep for 1 night. he gave me a deal, 1 night n b back b4 10pm de next day. yessah!
i went to tanah merah to take de 2.30 bus. as i entered de compound, i tried to find de reception but spotted vilv, jie ling n yvonne. so i got de chalet location from dem instead. it was double storey. bungalow. inside was aaron, dickson, ian, chester, xu tat, frank n clement. we got de karaoke working n had some fun using it. den we din noe wad to do. pool? swim? bowl? we spent some time deciding while i played de song "macarena". haha. we den went out to play pool. it was $2 per game! so x! but we played anyway. after some time playing, came fathin, khairul, marissa n hazirah. fathin n khairul joined us while de girls jus watched. first-timer frank was digesting some tips while playing against me. after some games, we went back to de chalet. a while later, mbk arrived.
we had dinner cooked by marissa's mum. she's a great cook. mee hoon, fish ball, fishcake n spiced chicken. de mee hoon was not even half-finished. we den wnt out to play soccer at de carpark which had no cars. whenever a car came by, we will move aside. jus like in brazil. hahaha. due to some superb assists, i scored 2 goals. den an idiot go n park his car dere. basket. could'n he have parked it somewhere else? dere were lots of empty lots. basket sia. we had to shift. we den split into 3 grps of 3. jus as we were kicking off, a management buggy came. we were forced to retreat back to our bungalow. we watched tv, played mahjong n relaxed. one by one, we bathed. an exception was dickson n xu tat...dey bathed together!!! omg! wad is happening to de world??? after a long long time, i got a good bath from a good showerhead. haaahh...after tt, me n mbk went up to go jiwang (sth like emo). we sang a hell of a lot of jiwang songs n shared our latest hot playlist. we went down n ate. again. we watched wrestling n some other stuff while playing "cheat". after a long time we all felt tired but nobody suggested bedtime. weird? no. according to my mastermind thinking, de chinese guys are waiting for de malays to slp so tt dey could booze. haha. u tink i dunnoe meh? hahaha. ok lah give dem chance. khairul said tt he would take care of de situation. so mbk n i went up to slp. we chatted a while n den fathin joined us. we caught up with each other n shared some dirty little secrets. haha. after a long while, mbk started snoring. he's asleep. i turned to fathin. he's asleep. y m i not sleeping???
in de middle of de night, i felt a shake. i woke up, staring straight into fathin's face.
fd: wad u doing?
fc: wad?(with a deep half-asleep voice)
fd: y r u hugging me?
i looked down n saw my hands around his body. wtf??? i'm hugging him?
fc: huh? i hugging u ah? alamak!
i turn to de other side n continued sleeping. hahaha!
fathin's alarm rang at 7.30. i went down to check on de guys. they seem...diminished. haha. i den went round to find de girls. dun hav leh. y? r dey at de beachside crying or wad? haha. i went back to bed to like relax. remembering last night's incident with fathin, i apologised to both mbk n fathin if i had slept violently n caused dem to have an unpleasant night. den mbk told us tt in de middle of de night, my arm had hit him. hahaha. i noe. i noe. i'm a 'naughty' sleeper. de 3 of us went for a swim but de pool was still closed n we needed a towel each. so we went back to de bungalow to get ours. we were joined by aaron n khairul. we all tried de jacuzzi but it was lik fcuk! de water was cold, our eyes are watering n our noses almost melted. wad kindda of a jacuzzi is tt? Death Jacuzzi??? de 'deep end' sign was placed wrongly in de middle. if tt was 1.8, i would b 2.1m tall! however, we went deeper to de end n i was already losing my breath. haha. de pressure is so intense tt i retreated. de all went to de kid's pool while mbk n i remained in de adult's. de kid's pool so shallow. my knee-length leh! wad m i supposed to do in dere? pretend i'm drowning?
we went back to de chalet to drip dry. ordered mac. while it was being delivered, we salvaged ytd's leftovers. we ordered hotcakes. eat eat eat. watch telly. i went up to bathe. cannot tahan ah. feels shitty to let myself drip-dry. we den played 'cheat' again. vilvian is a nasty cheater man! she cheat also like slumber liddat. basket. everytime oso win sia. hazirah lost once den scared to play. after 'cheat', fathin went home due to work commitments. we went out to play pool. i spent some time giving tips to rookie frank. (although i dun deserve de right to do so). i den joined de table soccer gang. we play lik in de world cup sia. cos dere's nobody dere, we shouted lik hell each time we score. haha. after being tired using our hands, we decided it was time to use our legs. yes. u got it. SOCCER!!!
we booked de court. 60cents per person. $6 per hr. yes, i noe. wtf. but because we paid, it made us even more enthu. i was surprised tt my thumb din give me any trouble. baik! however, we wasted 15cents as by 45mins of gameplay, 4 men r down injured with clement getting de worst. his whole toenail CAME OFF!!! OMG! i cant bear to even look sia! we all returned. down, wet n out.
after a few mins of cooling down, i went to de entertainment centre with frank who din noe how to play mahjong. de girls were bowling. mbk n i tried de massage chair. wah...syiok sia...ahh...erhmm...yeah...........okok tt's enuf. haha. $1 for 5mins. not bad ah. $12 per hr. pro masseus charge $15 per hr. dis wan whole body simultaneously somemore. wah, best sia. we hang arnd de centre for a while b4 returning to de chalet. we den started de bbq. i learnt how to start a bbq. not so diff after all. we had chicken, sausages, crabmeat n marshmellows. yum yum. after de bbq, i packed my luggage. mbk n khairul tried their best to persuade me to stay. but i cant...i jus cant. dey accompanied marissa, her bro n i to de bus stop. marissa n her bro was also going home. i journeyed home, with fond memories of my first overnight chalet stay lingering in my mind.
generally, i felt tt i pushed my luck all de way to de limit in order for me to do things tt i wanted to n avoid doing things tt i dont want to. de girls have been really helpful in keeping de place clean. thx ya'll.
5:12 pm
Sunday, February 03, 2008
fri night looked hectic at first sight but it was ok afterall. bz lah but not chaotic. ridzwan was assigned to centre-line. again. damn, so gd sia. oh, centre-line is de slackest department. if u go dere, sweating is de last thing on ur to-do list. the rookie n returner din come. somehow expected. haha. not everyone can do this kindda job. work lik shit, small pay. how? i'm jus desparate, tt's all. so if u guys have lobang, do tell me.
i was supposed to meet firdaus for fishing but I SLEPT TILL 6! by de time we go to de beach, it'll b too dark to even see each other. wad more de fish.
oh ya! i forgot to story. on mon, while preparing to go to work, i broke my thumbnail. f***, it was damn painful. i was sticking out my hand(it was coming out of my sleeve as i was wearing de shirt), n my fingers ran into de hall lights which had some decoration. unluckily, 1 of de decoration piece ran into my thumbnail. de nail broke vertically 1/3 way through. i was surprised at de amt of blood oozing out. so much ah? walau! i tink i need a blood donation sia!
so in de end, din go to work. $35 lost.
i tink ceva logistics ain't gonna call me no more. de company i was attached to has now decreased its contract scale dere. which means lesser work. which means lesser workers. but i still dunnoe my status cos dey can anyhow call me when a gigantic container with 50kg cargo turns up. de big contract it used to have is now at JURONG. wth! my cousin (my boss) did offer me a PERMANENT job dere. BUT IT'S AT JURONG!!! so i honourably refused. haiz...
here are my latest hot songs(some are actually old songs which i re-reliased was pretty darn gd):
sensual seduction-snoop dogg
take my breath away-berlin
always on time-ashanti ft. ja rule
jab yeh dil-muhd rafi
ben ten-sturmer
gurindam jiwa- r. ismail n rafeah buang
stay together for the kids- blink182
it ends tonight-all-american rejects
weird choices ya. but 1 thing is for sure-they're all niceLabels: broken thumbnail, hot songs, rejected offer, work
3:00 pm
Friday, February 01, 2008
2nite work again. 4 consecutive nights. an old worker returned but dey seemed to have forgotten him n thought tt he was new. i was told to teach him but dere was no need to. good. an actual new worker came de previous nite. v friendly. he was like babbling all de way. but i dun really lik him. yeah, he found some minister's letters including Goh Chok Tong n Lee Kuan Yew. so wad? big meh? n he kept boasting abt it. bloody @$$. haha. den on his 2nd night only, he was already talking lik a big shot. HE GAVE ME INSTRUCTIONS. f***er. i jus ignored him. he was also talking to de "returner" as if this job is such a big thing. lik it's so hardcore liddat. he even said tt de bags were light when he was breaking his back trying to handle them. i hope he gets squashed in de lorry. haha
in de "dumping area" where we are supposed to dump de bags, he jus pushed de trollies like nobody's business, almost crashing into me. it was mr charles hu shouted a warning for me to react jus in time, blocking de oncoming trolleys. out of anger, i shouted at de newbie. he was biting an envelope. but he could have jus let it go to shout a warning rite...den later can pick de envelope up. i noticed mr charles was looking at me losing my temper. so i pretended to remain angry n dumped de bags violently. i even put on an angry facade. haha. seeing my anger, mr charles tried to calm me down, saying tt it was accidental. i den cooled down. its nice to make ppl tink ur angry n den make dem calm u down.
at de 2nd last loading. we stacked de trolleys together n pushed dem in a row. i tink 15 in all. me n jumali or jumadi or wadever is his name pushed from behind. damn it was tough. i swet lik shit. i wanted to take off my shirt lik de rest but my muscles are too expensive to b seen lik tt. haha.
i tink i'll b retiring soon but i'm still waiting for a reply from mbk's boss for a job as a bellman. de counter's clicking but no tags...pls tag. i wanna noe hu reads my life story. haha.
thx for viewing!Labels: newbie, retirement, veteran comeback
6:33 pm
